Time for Transformation !

I am working on becoming a better person, not just for everyone around me but also, maybe mainly, for myself.
Past Tuesday I went to my 3rd Meeting with a Consultant and every time I learn so much more about myself. Rightnow I'd say he still gets to know me, so we talk about everything that comes to mind : Family, Children, Neighborhood, School, my Past and my Marriage... but for now, mostly just me.
By age 18 I was diagnosed with Depressions caused by traumatic Experiences, and instead of facing it back then I buried it inside and went on with my Life. But lately it seems as if it all comes back to haunt me and it feels as if an entire Brickwall comes down on me. - Of course, the famous Washington State Weather does its part aswell. Seriously, in the last months I've caught myself drifting into thoughts back to passages of my Life, which almost every time brings me to tears... because now, today, I know what I've should have done ( details in following Blogs ).

So yah, it's Time for Change, a true Transformation in Life as it is, maybe based on ' The Rule of 3 '  once more and with a Hint of Self - Awareness !!  Wish me Luck.